Life...
Current mood: grateful

Wow 26 I can't believe I am going to be 26 in one week! wow 26 It feels as though I have all ready lived a full life! I can't believe I have had 4 kids, was'nt I just in high school? I can't believe I will be married 7 years as of Aug 5th, wow 26! Some people say at 26 you are going to have  all you are going to have by this age, and if not by now then never! I don't believe that I started so young that even by the time the kids are in grad. school, life should feel like it's just begining!I have dreams of what I would like to do one day, but if I never get to them then that's ok to because being a stay at home mom is the hardest job any one well ever have, I am responable for there life!! More then   my own, what harder job could there be? To nurture, teach and train a child in the way they should grow?? God's way   I have been in Ga now for 2 years and at times it feels like a lot longer, it was scary at first moveing and knowing no one but now I am in the process of makeing new friendships and God is really working on me!! I am blessed, I may not have always seen it but I truely am! My family has really seen some hard times and some people may think they have it really good compared to us, but I don't see it that way I  have wounderfull kids Jared is a king of character and Brandon is a sensitive soal and Breanna, my mericle blessing, my princess!! And at times I love them so much it hurts, it really hurts, to think one day a robber like cf could take one away, I wouldn't wanna live! I ache, it hurts me sooooo much to even think of it! Breanna - my Princeness, my mericle, my daughter! I love her so much!!!!! My boys-there priceless, there KINGS in my eye's! I wish I could give them all better, at times I think  they deserve better then me, I also know God has a plan for all of us and at 26 well... I guess it's really still just the begining! Wow 26 and I guess I am proud of where I am at, I can encourage other's at this point, because I have been there and MY GOD has carried me though!! Happy Birthday to me!!!