I am a mother of 6, I have 3 beautiful girls and 1 babyboy who is now in heaven and 2 step sons,I lost my son March15,2009 and he was 16 and it is hurting my heart so much,days I feel like not even getting out of bed,it's been almost 6 months and I still can't beleive it happened,I feel so alone and my heart will never feel whole again!!!